I don’t love you,
Neither do I want anything to do with your life,
But whenever my mind is unimpeded,
and it carelessly wanders in some cosmic gleed,
Your thought casually comes across and I am unsure why?
And when I repose,
the shade of your infectious smile,
unceremoniously visits me,
and though it is a miscreant,
I gravel why they are so hard to bide.
I don’t want you,
Nor I have any space left in my heart for you to reside,
Yet when I don’t hear from you,
I yearn restlessly,
wonder why I am unable to put your thoughts aside,
And when you decide to appear wearing that wry smile,
imploding strife rejections to every thought I rely upon,
puzzled why I surrender against my wish to your implausible chide.
I detest you,
I despise every thought you prescribe,
But despite all the insanity,
I wish you were here by my side.
Copyright © Shantanu Baruah
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Damn, this is beautiful.
Thanks a lot Varnika😊
Awwwwww* hugs* stary eyes too 😍
Thanks Jay 🤗 I am glad you liked it 😇
Superrrrrrrrrrr
The fruitless conversations we have with our heart and logical mind. Such a piece of beauty you have written, Shantanu.
Thank you so much Megha. Appreciate all you kind words
Pleasure is mine
Inability to let go even though the emotional pain is saying to let go.
You said it so beautifully. Thank you for reading and commenting
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Ih my! What a dilemma! You paint the picture so well Shantanu.
Thanks so much Lorraine
Ahhhj
thank you for precisely wording what I’d love to say… damn those that steal a piece of our heart!
Thank you so much Taruna. Much appreciate your comment and I am glad you could relate to it
I’m not so glad I can relate…
Ha ha!
Haha. I know what you are saying. Love and peace
It is so real and good. You are awesome ☺️
WOW!
Thank you so much Jill
You are welcome. Powerful.
Thanks again Jill