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How Would Life Be

And how would life be,
without your smiles
that used to search for me
through the crevices of your doe shaped eyes,

yes, without you
it is nothing but asphalt
smeared on my vision,
blurry enough to push my world
into some oblivion without any desire or words,
just engulfing me in nothingness

for there is nothing
that can rise to replace your being
and now I all I am left to wonder
is how could life is possible
without you not being here by my side

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What Worries me the most…

Not the monstrous night with specter lurking in the dark,
nor the ghoulish thoughts that often clouds my mind,
what worries me most is the demon inside
that I have nourished over time

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Juxtaposition of emotions

She said if you want to share moments with me
you need to change,
and after a lot of deliberations and fighting inner battles I changed,
and now that I have altered at last I realized
my this new self doesn’t love her anymore.

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Your pretentious love

What if I tell you today
the untold stories of our love,

What if I spell the words
and display the thoughts
that you often pretend to ignore

what if I hold your gaze,
and the eyes you roll
to make me believe
the gravity of your callous smirk

What if I break the shield
the illusion that you draw
and expose your pretentious love

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Deciphering your mind

And you wonder
why meeting is important
and seeing the person behind the words
has any bearing on our uncalled attraction,
you question every intent stated or otherwise
and I still aspire to decipher
all perturbations that dwells on your mind

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Obnoxious Thoughts

I don’t feel anything anymore
the wound that bothered me for eons
has become my companion now,
and I don’t know how or when
but I nurture my lesion now
treasuring it with utmost care,
and I keep fiddling it
to keep the pain young,
for I want to get the betrayals
close under the guards of my fragile heart

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The Ignorant Mind

Paradox of an ostensible life often smiles with a smirk and the ignorant mind often claim it as love

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Can I?

Can I escape your thought,
ignore your presence in my world,
detach my heart from your words,
defy your smile that surrounds me all the time

can I?

my thoughts may defeat me,
eyes might deceive,
words can blur my heart
I can feel all such thought,
but can never have you vanish from my world

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Longing

A zephyr gently brushed my soul and left behind an uncalled fragrance to be desired for a lifetime

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A Desirous Heart

Her plaintive silence
has many shades of desires from the past yore
and those eyes kept searching in yonder his presence,
often he surfaces from the reminisce
cracking a pensive smile on her melancholy countenance,
the unspoken words of a desirous heart

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