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Dilemma

From the corner 
of your heart,
in the crevices
of your gaze,
and in the quagmire
of your turquoise thoughts
you watch me,

and though you desire
to dwell in the summer rain
and submerge
in the warmth of the cold sea,
you refrain

and held your reach,
making both of us miserable
and the yearning remain suspended
in the mist of our desirous soul

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Societal Norms

In the shackles of societal norms many lives got stiffened, many hopes met untimely death

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The Rush of Emotions

Every time I emancipate 
from her presence,
her thoughts ricochet with urgency
like some serendipitous sentiment
rushing from nowhere
to drown me in a sea of her
anxious thoughts

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How do you?

How do you 
distract your heart
to not dwell
in the pervasive emotions
that clouds the mind
every time you observe
the little things
that she used to do
mercilessly reminding of her presence
and the melancholy
of her aberrant thoughts?

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The spark

The hullabaloo of crashing hopes and the clamor of myriad thoughts all fused forming a quagmire, and more I try to step away it pulls me into a labyrinth of confusion, and yet I smile for when nothing is inevitable I train my mind to enjoy the ride

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Diatribe

The exegesis of her indignities were pervasive, and though the southern wind waving wildly on the pastoral green were repudiating the egalitarian beliefs, the stasis still made even the taciturn voice opinions, and caught in the clutches of such scrimping souls she survived with emptiness and silence

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Random emotions

Like a pendulum I oscillate between desires and detachment achieving nothing and remain deprive of love

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Regret

Regret is an unforgiven beast, the more you run from it tighter it seizes your happiness with ease

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Gaze into Oblivion

The cloak of grayness never disappears from her pensive eyes and her gaze into the oblivion searching for nothingness is enigmatic. There is an art painting in her absence, and I remain anxious inextricably tangled in the juxtaposition of this emotional turmoil

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I am free

I am free 
from your thoughts
and from the brine
that flows
from that tragic ridden heart,

I am free
from unspoken words
and spoken verses
that often keep me brooding
in those never ending nights,

and now that I am free
I want to smile
without holding
any lump in the throat
or inhibiting any pretentious trite

and I now float in an ethereal bliss
away from any past contrite
for I am liberated,
I am free

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